I know I shouldn't write about this. Not online. Such a private matter needs to be kept to myself. But I need to vent this out and rant for my soul to calm.
Interpretations are subject to the readers' discretion.
Reading something that is part of the past hurts. Even if I know that all is lost and that chapter has long been over. It still hurts to read the evidence. I know I am not entitled to read it nor was I allowed to touch. But why do I need to stumble upon it. Why now? Stupid Jeng. Shouldn't have read it upon the first page. But the damage is done. And now I am paying the price for my CURIOSITY...
Oh no. I had hoped that after writing this piece of rant, I'll be able to stay calm and focused and not make a scene. But I don't even know what to write about. I am not even entirely sure that I need to write anything.
Next time, if you know it will burn. Do not touch the heat.
So long stupid.
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