Sometimes...

Sometimes I wonder if I deserve such happiness...
Sometimes I think that luck was just on my side...
Sometimes I wonder why I am in this bliss..
Have I read my stars a-right?...

Tell me friend, is this path, meant?...
Why do I want to question, why am I left in doubt?
I sincerely find it true, but why I am sometimes blue..

Never mind now, the rant of this feeble -minded kid
who never seems to grow up, never seems to age...
It's the distant future that I have no fear...
The present danger that is near is very clear...

She needs to act now, she needs to decide...
Before all is lost and she is swept by the tide...
The end she can foresee but the means she can't fathom...

If the future depends on this...
and all the balance is at stake...
will she be able to confront the challenge it gives
and rise to the occasion..?...

Sometimes being able to go with the flow is not the answer...
Sometimes swimming against it gives a more fruitful conquest...

But the fear in my heart is so great...
Tell me now, Could I really do it?...

I know...
I know...
the best person to answer that is myself...

So, self?...
Could this girl do it?...
Will you help her?...

I hope the mystery I created will be unfolded soon...

Sometimes, soon is not SOON enough...