was it for real?>>>

too many times
i asked myself..
was it for real..
did it really happened?...
had i eaten what i swear never to have..

could i go back to before...

the answer is no for all.

i hope..

i'm sorry..
it just did..
now two months had passed
but i am still in the denial stage...
i am sorry..
just could not accept thae fact that i am no longer free...

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